White Day Cookies
The March wind drifted gently through the air, cool against the skin yet no longer as merciless as winter’s breath. The branches of the trees swayed softly, as though dancing to the quiet melody carried by the breeze. Now and then the faint scraping of twigs brushing against one another could be heard, a delicate sound that seemed almost like a vocalist joining the performance, nature’s own opera unfolding beneath the pale sky.
There was, in truth, nothing particularly remarkable about this day. For most people, it was simply another square on the calendar, no different from any other. Some might circle the date in red and scribble the words White Day beneath it, but for many such a note meant little at all. Life went on as usual, people still rose early for work, students still hurried to school, and the world continued turning with its ordinary rhythm.
But for a small handful of people—especially those who had carefully written that mark upon their calendars—this day carried a quiet significance. They had been waiting for it, anticipating it, perhaps even preparing for it far in advance. Kaoru was one of them.
He had been staring at a small package resting in his hands for quite some time now, his gaze filled with uncertainty. Inside the wrapping lay several soft cookies, still fragrant with sweetness. He had no doubts about the taste itself; after all, he had made them together with Ritsu. What troubled him was not the flavor, but whether those cookies would suit Shii’s palate at all.
This was the first time he had ever chosen sweets as a White Day gift for her. In the past, he had always given something tangible, a small accessory, or a trinket he believed she might treasure. Yet for reasons he could not quite explain, this year he had resolved to give her soft cookies instead.
The cookies were round, though imperfectly so, each one tinted a gentle shade of crimson from the red velvet extract he had used. Thin slices of almond rested upon their surface like scattered petals. To those who loved sweets, they would appear irresistible.
Unfortunately, Shii was not one of those people. She did not simply dislike sweetness, she actively avoided it.
Kaoru almost wanted to curse himself for such a foolish decision. Of all people, he should have remembered how much she detested sugary flavors. And yet here he was, presenting them to her as if he had carefully prepared a dose of poison.
After agonizing over the matter again and again, Kaoru finally sprang up from the bench in the small park where he had been waiting. Perhaps he still had time to run to a nearby shop and buy something else—anything else—to replace the cookies.
But the moment he rose to his feet, Shii appeared. She came running toward him, her hair swaying wildly behind her as if the wind itself were chasing after her. Even from a distance he could see the faint lines of guilt written across her expression.
“Sorry I’m late,” she said breathlessly the moment she reached him. “The train had some trouble earlier.”
Her hands rested against her knees as she bent forward, struggling to steady her breathing. Each inhale was hurried, desperate, as her lungs sought as much air as they could gather.
Kaoru felt his legs weaken slightly. A part of him had secretly hoped she would arrive later, late enough for him to change the gift waiting in his hands. But fate, it seemed, had other plans. Shii was already standing right in front of him.
“It’s alright,” he replied gently. “I only just got here myself.”
He was not lying. He had arrived barely ten minutes earlier, and the time he spent wrestling with his anxious thoughts had slipped by so quickly that it hardly felt like waiting at all.
“Do you want some water first?” Kaoru offered her a bottle.
It was a habit he knew by heart now. Shii absolutely hated walking around without water, and if she forgot to bring any she would immediately buy some herself. Because of that, Kaoru had gradually begun carrying water everywhere he went as well.
“Thanks… haaah.” Shii drank eagerly, the cool liquid sliding down her throat and easing the dryness left by her run.
“What terrible timing for the train to break down like that,” she grumbled once she finished, immediately launching into a complaint about the troublesome journey that had delayed her.
Kaoru listened attentively. Honestly, her story was rather ordinary, but the way she told it was always so dramatic that it felt less like a simple anecdote and more like listening to a grand tale, or watching a lively opera unfold before him. The train trouble she described sounded, in her retelling, as though the entire nation of Japan had plunged into a massive blackout while hordes of zombies roamed the streets.
He could not help but watch her expressions as she spoke, her lips moving quickly, her tone rising and falling like music carried upon the wind. Every word seemed to flow naturally into Kaoru’s ears.
“Anyway, it was so annoying,” she concluded with yet another grumble, perhaps the sixth or seventh one since she began.
“So why did you ask me out today?” Shii asked suddenly, as if she had only just remembered the purpose of their meeting. “Where are we going?”
“Ah… today is White Day,” Kaoru said quietly, his enthusiasm fading as his thoughts returned to the uncertain gift waiting in his hands.
“Oh! That explains it,” Shii said, snapping her fingers. “I was wondering why so many guys were giving chocolates to girls earlier.”
Then she looked back at him expectantly.
“And?”
Kaoru inhaled deeply. Handing her those cookies suddenly felt as daunting as performing a concert at the Tokyo Dome.
“Shii-chan…”
“This is my return gift for the one you gave me on Valentine’s Day. But first… I’m sorry. I made these soft cookies without thinking about the fact that you don’t like sweets. I should know better than anyone how much you hate sweet things, and yet this is what I ended up giving you.” He placed the small package into her hands.
Shii showed no reaction at first, leaving Kaoru completely unable to tell whether she liked it, or was simply enduring it out of politeness.
“Well, you are forgetful,” she said casually. “So I’ll forgive you.”
Kaoru’s heart tightened. Her reaction was exactly what he had predicted, far from what he had hoped.
Shii opened the package and took a bite of one of the cookies. The moment her teeth sank into it, a burst of cream cheese filled her mouth, spreading across her senses and dominating each bite.
A smile appeared on her face. Perhaps Kaoru had forgotten she disliked sweets, but somewhere deep in his subconscious, he had remembered after all. The cookies carried the richness of cream cheese, its slight saltiness softening the sweetness of the dough until the sugar almost disappeared entirely. Even what sweetness remained blended harmoniously with the filling.
“But this is really good!” Shii exclaimed. “Wow, are you sure you’re an idol and not a pâtissier? I think when you retire you should open a pastry shop!”
Kaoru blinked in surprise as she continued eating the cookies enthusiastically. He studied her face carefully, searching for any hint that she might simply be pretending.
“What? I’m not sharing these, they’re all mine!” Shii said sharply, shielding the cookies with exaggerated protectiveness.
“I’m not trying to take them, Shii-chan,” Kaoru laughed softly. “But are they really that good?”
She nodded vigorously, already halfway through another cookie. A warm sense of relief spread through Kaoru’s chest. The gift he had feared would disappoint her had instead delighted her completely. His earlier worries melted away, replaced by quiet pride. Reaching out, he gently ruffled the hair of the girl who was still busy devouring his handmade cookies.
After she finished them all, Kaoru asked again, “Do you really like them?”
Shii let out a long breath before suddenly wrapping her arms around his neck.
“Listen carefully,” she said. “The cookies were amazing, honestly even better than the udon I ate yesterday. I really liked them. And besides, even if I didn’t like them, I’d still make myself eat them, because I respect you. You’d do the same thing for me, wouldn’t you?”
She smiled at him. And that smile drew the same one onto Kaoru’s lips.
She was right.
If Shii ever gave him something he disliked, he would still accept it happily. Her happiness always came first to him. Perhaps they might pretend to enjoy such things sometimes, but the warmth that came from being thought of, from being cherished by the other, was never something that could be faked.
“What does udon have to do with cookies?” Kaoru asked with a quiet laugh.
“They’re both made of flour,” Shii replied carelessly before bursting into laughter herself.
Their laughter rose into the air, mingling with the quiet opera of wind and branches that had accompanied them all this while. It became another melody within the rustling of the trees, completing the performance until it felt perfectly whole.
An opera without an ending, because its performers refused to stop sharing warmth with one another in this gentle beginning of spring.